uncle kevin, i pray that you are in a better place now.

thursday morning my uncle passed away, it was kinda hard seeing them tearing up.

a day into the funeral today, my cousin seems fine, no idea if he really is anot tho.

anw keeping this entry short. just wanted to remind myself, i wanna have loud music played at my funeral, and my children and friends etc arent supposed to be mourning my lost, but rather celebrate my life and remember me for whatever good i will be in the future before i die.