a long overdue entry is yet to appear yet!

it'll come sooner or later tho.

i've been writing in my signal's journal because of the time i have in camp to write.

several fruitful entries about myself have been produced i reckon, but i'm getting uncomfortable with the lengths of restrain i have to impose upon what i'm writing there.

even though i have to restrain myself here too, at least it isn't as much as i have to there.

either way, i have at least one sentence to leave myself for the time being.

everytime i seem to lose hope, everytime i'm prepared to give up, you pull me back in and i fall deeper and deeper...