times have changed

but my ideals havent.

i want to go back to what i am.

what i felt.

what i feel i should do.

ive always been a depressed kid.

and ive grown up now.

emokid.

it aint even funny.

i should go back to what my ideal was.

since im so unhappy, make others happy even if its at my expense.

yup.. i should do that.

i shouldnt expect anthing.

nothing should be the expected.