2 things

she's gone. again. i guess we never were really meant to be.

at least this time, i know its for sure.

then there's her.

i really really do not know how it works.

i really want it to work out.

to have someone to care for.

sigh.

today went visiting.

black face was black face.

use her money to treat others HAH.

it was okay lah.. just hanging out with different people for a change..

i realise i am susceptible to alot of emotions i never thought i wouldve potrayed of myself.

i feel that i am weak.

weak.